Sunday, August 26, 2007

Holding On or Letting Go?

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more.

“Love is holding on, fighting for what you feel but sometimes love is letting go, setting free knowing he will be happy if you do”

The hardest part with letting go though is you just wake up one day and realize that all your efforts and everything you have valued through your relationship had been vanish in just a blink of an eye and it’s just too painful to endure. It's too late already and I think letting go also entails a lot of "what ifs".

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; it means I can’t do it for someone else.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

I am the one
Who believes in all that you say
I am the one
Who never wants to define herself
I am the one
Who's parallel, upfront, behind
I am the one
Paddling like crazy through the night

Refine, old time, colourblind
Big sign, do time, doesn't rhyme
A lot, to much, standing tall
And I'm crying in the valley:
“I shall never, ever fall!” and

People are people
And I feel so strong
People are people and I'm
Going on

I am the one
Who stirs it up everytime
I am the one
Who never know how close she is
I am the one
Who'd rather be dead than confess
I am the one
Trying to be good, wanting to be bad and so on

Excess, temptress, big mess
Phoney, lonely, it's a test
Be still my heart, don't you fail
And I'm crying on the stagefloor:
“I will always prevail!” and

I'm going on…

Monday, August 20, 2007

TIme Will Tell

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.

Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, “Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?”

Richness answered, ” I’m sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere.”

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.”

“I can’t help you”, Vanity said, “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.”
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.

Love said, “Sadness, please let me go with you.”
Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry, but, I just need to be alone now.”
Then, Love saw Happiness.

Love cried out, ” Happiness, please take me with you.”
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.

When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?”

“It was Time”, Knowledge answered.

“But why did Time help me when no one else would?”, Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
“Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.”

Sunday, August 19, 2007

To me, life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead me to my destination, my purpose in life.

The road will not always be smooth, in fact, throughout my travels, I will encounter many challenges.

Some of these challenges will test my courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, I may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that I’m destined to take.

In order to follow the right path, I must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only I don’t realize that at the time.

Along my journey I will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache.

How I react to what I faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of my journey through life will be like.

When things don’t always go my way, I have two choices in dealing with the situations.

I can focus on the fact that things didn’t go how I had hoped they would and let life pass me with, or two, I can make the best out of the situation and know that these are only temporary setbacks and find the lessons that are to be learned.

Friday, August 10, 2007

Take this test at Tickle

You're single because you don't want to compromise

Why Are You Still Single?

Brought to you by Tickle

You live alone and like it, thanksverymuch. Well, at least some of the time. You prefer coming and going as you please, and you don't like to be controlled or held responsible for someone else's schedule or needs. After all, you probably have plenty of friends, a satisfying career (or other projects to occupy your time), and you may simply not have room for another person right now — unless of course they can bend to meet your routine exactly. Does this sound familiar?

While we admire your go-it-alone attitude — and your carefree, open-minded spirit — you may be shutting out others from your life without realizing it. You never know, maybe if you met the right person you could learn to grow together — while holding onto your hard-earned independence.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

i just miss my old pressures, waking up 24-hours duties....hahahaha...

hey! dont get me wrong! i just miss it and i know it's just normal...for now, i cant imagine living my day without going to the hospital, talking to different people, having a 24-hour duty toxicity...hahaha...and a lot more!

there was a time that i wanted to rest, even just for a day or two....(yah, this was the time when a lot of us were thinking of filing a leave)...others may have their own reason of having a leave, mine was more on refreshing my mind...

but at the end of the day, i told myself...this will just pass!