Wednesday, March 28, 2007

why become a doctor?

I guess it had to do with joining as a human being a unique profession which is given by society tremendous challenges, responsibilities and permissions to other humans and which is given to noone else. We can hold the comfort but also the life of others in our own hands.
There is the good feeling from doing good to someone but also the wonder and excitement (even to the point of raising gooseflesh) of making emotional and spiritual contact with your patient.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

"have'nt heard anything from you, how's life now?" this was his text message last night...i dont know, may be it was just a missent message....what's wrong for not updating him with my life now? as if things really matters to him...
being in an autistic mode for some time had realy made me realize one thing in life...that i should never depend my happiness to someone...happiness is just within...happiness is something that is not so hard find...if we're only contented with our life....

Sunday, March 18, 2007

2 weeks rotation in the department of medicine had just ended...all i can say is that, it was fun and worth of my time...though it was a short period of rotation, i have realized something...


  • ....that there are so many things i have to read on...(hehehe)
  • ....practice my intubation...(hahaha...failed my 4 intubations)
  • ....that i should learn to stand on my own...
  • ....that whatever i do, i must enjoy and give my best....
  • ....everyday is another day to face...another experiences in life...
  • ....there's life inside and outside hospital if you'll just enjoy everything...
  • ....i should be responsible for my actions...
  • ....be ready... always...
with just a short time, i have come to taste my life again...my life 11 months ago...but no crying moments this time...hahaha...i have no regrets for choosing IM as my electives...it was WORTH enjoying...

thanks a lot docs!!!